"I don't want someone who doesn't want me, but if there's even the slightest chance that he does, I'm staying" -- Addison Shepherd, Grey's Anatomy

What a quote to find now. Now of all times. I'm like Addison. He gave me something to hold on to, so I'm holding on. I know it's not the healthy thing or the smart thing to do, but I am. Only, don't tell him, because he was adamant when we broke up that I move on, even if that meant him taking away my little bit of hope. I just want him to do this off being alone, thinking about what is right for him thing and come back to me. I want that so much. I'll be here waiting. For a while at least. Maybe with time I'll heal and let go. I'll be let down gently and just slip, but letting go... no. I can't let go.