"Put Ms. Cutwater back in the bowl!"

Christmas happenned. It was crazy. And fun. One of my favourite parts of christmas day? Talking to Nathan and Jonah. Wow, I didn't realize just how much i hate not seeing you guys. A year is too long, I guess i just have to deal with it.

My life is boring, so I don't know what to write. I went shopping for the second time in as many days today. Yesterday I saw Ocean's 12 with Lucy. It was really great to see her again. I miss her being just a short walk away. At least she's just a short phone call away. That's good.

Ocean's 12 was good. I liked it. I love it when Matt Damon's mom had to bail them out once. It was awesome. The ending was sorta annoying. But I'll stop talking now, for all you guys who haven't seen it yet.

I got some good stuff today too. Buttons from bluenotes ("boys are stupid. throw rocks at them"), a cool argyle wristband from Claire's, sweatshirt form Americn Eagle. Can I say I love American Eagle? Okay. I LOVE AMERICAN EAGLE! whoops. A bit louder than I mean it to be.

The good news? still quite a few days till school starts. The bad news? still quite a few days until school starts. I miss everyone... okay, ill stop whining. Being whiny again. I'll shut up now.

"Is it illegal to kidnap an entire family and send them to Canada via UPS?"

:D

For the first time in a long time, I feel great. Perfectly and completely.

School was amazing today. The best. During lunch today, I felt great. Happy. Completely. I felt great in my own skin. It... it... was amazing.

And yes, it's all because of you guys who were hainging out with em at lunch, particuarly 3 people (you know who you are) i don't want to name names right now not until i know some things for certain. Good stuff happenned today. I hope it turns out the way i want it to. [STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT AVERY!]

While I was at Hunlteigh today with Avery, and Anna said: "There's something fuzzy growing off you." The tinsel from Josh! (He gave me some tinsel at lunch). It was still on my lanyard, still is now. I will treasure it always, ;)

"Is it illegal to kidnap an entire family and send them to Canada via UPS?"

"I don't want to fall to pieces, I just want to sit and stare at you... 'Cause I'm in love with you..."

Ok, so you can all stop repeating yourselves now.

About the Josh thing. If I had a dollar for everytime someone has told me and/or Josh that we would makea cute couple, I would filthy stinkin' rich. Seriously.

Okay, so Josh and I are in the middle of "The Josh and Evie Show" post. He saw the other show I did, and he really wanted to do one too. So that'll be up at some point.

Yeah, life is interesting... I dunno. Anyway, I felt like posting to hear comments, mostly, but yeah, there ya go.

"Is it illegal to kidnap an entire family and send them to Canada via UPS?"

"I'm dreaming of a white chritmas..."

I'm currently looking out the window into my backyard and all I see is white. There is snow on EVERYTHING.

Yeah. And it's PERFECT snowball snow. FOUR snowball fights. (OMG Avery! perfect! You feel for it!!!) Yeah, I ended up outside in the snow wearing only a tank top and jeans and mittens. Yes I'll give you your clothes back soon Avery ;P (For the record, that is WAY less sick-minded than it sounds)

Ah, snow. It covers everything, every imperfection. But underneath, you never know what's going on.

I saw Chelsea today, at a carol service at a church near us. Wow did that bring back memories. Not great ones either. Funny how the best of friends can become worst enemies, isn't it? Notice my lack of laughing.

To all my friends to whom I've promised something important lately: I'm working on it. It's hard. It really is. If at first I don't succeed, please dont be mad at me. It'll make me feel worse (this I learn from experience). I'm working on it. Please, please don't be mad at me. Okay?

"Is it illegal to kidnap an entire family and send them to Canada via UPS?"

"It's a nice day, when you wake up in Disneyland..."

Wow... Never when i entered high school did i think that i was ACTUALLY going to have to deal with all that hard stuff. What a sheltered life I led at Hopewell.

Okay, not to be self centered or anything, or boohoo me, my life is kinda sucky right now. Well, it shouldnt be, i mean, im not starving in Africa, i have great parents and friends, im not being bullied... I don't know what's wrong! My life is great.

*sigh* too bad i dont live in Disneyland...

"Is it illegal to kidnap an entire family and send them to Canada via UPS?"

Dying

I feel like writing this song, so if you dont want to read it dont. But I need to write it. A lot of it mirrors my life *sigh*(Enjoy, Avery)...

"I'm dyin'... Dyin' to wake up without you... without you in my head again...
Dyin'... Dyin to forget about you... that you ever lived and...
Shake him over this part that is copin' with... Layin down to rest...
I'm dying to live without you again...

I'm dyin'... dyin' to find a distraction... Get you away form me...
Dyin'... Dyin to reach a conclusion... So that the world can see it's the
Same old story of... love and and glory that broke before it bend...
I'm dyin... to live without you again

the first time you left, I said goodbye...
And now there's not a breath that can survive...

Dyin... Dyin to die just to come back... so we can meet again...
Dyin'... dyin to say what I always, always shoulda said, it's a
strange emotion this, but there's still hope in this as,
long as there's a breath...
I'm dyin and I cant live without you again.

It's a strange emotion this but, there's still hope in this as
long as thee's a breath...

I'm dyin and I can't live wihout you...

I'm dyin and I can't live without you again...